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Subject: Headline Hayden Chapter 15: Twists and Turns I will leave Hayden’s age up to my readers and note that this is a complete work of fantasy. This story is set in a completely fictional world and I certainly would not encourage anyone to try and replicate this fantasy in the real world. It is just a flight of my fancy. Please feel free to email me at ail with feedback, comments and suggestions! This is my first Nifty story so go easy on me. Headline Hayden Chapter 15: Twists and Turns The deadline drew nearer and still Hayden’s father would not budge. He was insistent that the only way to separate his son from “pernicious influences” was to ensure that he was physically separate from those influences, as if they wouldn’t exist at the boarding school. His reasoning, aside, the dilemma was still there. Hayden would still be pulled away from me and there was not much that I could do about it. It was leaving me rather disconsolate to say the least. I didn’t see how I’d be able to realize the future that I was allowing myself to imagine. I was beginning to imagine how we would grow and change together, how Hayden would become fully the person he was going to be and I’d be there to see it. I knew that my attraction to youthful beauty wasn’t likely to change. In the first place, it wasn’t as if both of us would become old crocks over night and in the second place, what mattered most was the nature of the relationship. What had started as pure lust was taking on other dimensions. However, the whole relationship might end up being derailed long before anything else became a major consideration. Again the likelihood of my intervening wasn’t high without consequences that would be even more dire for Hayden and I. Everything seemed to depend on whether or not his mother would be able to dissuade his father from such a drastic step, but I wasn’t holding my breath. Perhaps we’d be able to find some way to chat remotely, but I had a nagging fear that perhaps Hayden would lose interest in me while he was off at boarding school. We had a chance to talk on the phone a few days after our momentous sexual experience. The moment I had picked up the phone, I could hear the hollowness in Hayden’s voice. “Hey Matt…I feel so shitty that my dad won’t fucking listen to my mom. I’m not mad at her, she tried her best. He’s such an asshole!” There was anger burning in his voice, a hot rage that he tried to suppress but it was balıkesir escort useless. The incandescence in his voice was was clear. “The fucker’s answer to everything is just to bury it. He thinks I’ll quit being queer if he puts me in some damn macho shit hole. I tried to explain it to him but he doesn’t give a fuck.” I took a deep breath. “It’s so unfair. I know it is, but we’re stuck with it, Hayden. We gotta try to make the best of it somehow.” Now that anger in his voice was touched with sadness. “I wish we could, Matt. I just…I don’t see what the hell we can do? I mean its like he’s got all the fucking cards. Why are you so calm anyhow? Do you…do you not care about me any more? Was it the…sex? Was it bad?” It was a slap in the face to hear that but I knew he was young, scared and hurt. I knew he had insecurities even when he tried to mask them but they came to the fore now. I kept my tone calm and soothing. “It was wonderful Hayden. You know that’s never been a problem. I just think that if we panic, everything will only be worse, honey. We gotta keep clear heads now more than anything.” There was a long silence on the line but eventually his voice came through, sounding very small and even younger than he was. “I’m just so scared Matt. We’ve both tried so fucking hard and if it ends like this, fuck…” Again I tried to project gentleness and calm as I spoke. “Listen to me, love, I am not going anywhere. I told you already that I’ll do whatever I can and I meant it. I love you. I want to be with you and even if I have to wait, I will.” My own doubts had to be set aside now. This was not a time to let my mind wander into territory that would only hold us back. I injected confidence into my tone now. “We gotta stay strong. Whatever happens, we need a plan! This is a war and we gotta fight it like one.” A second later there was laughter, warm and genuine. “I’m sorry Matt but that’s just too cute. Fuck you make me smile even when I so don’t want to. I love how serious you get! I know it’s a shitty situation but I dunno about a war, dude.” It was funny how easily we could still break the darkness. There was something inspiring to me about how Hayden was facing up to the challenges that he faced and I was glad that, somehow, I was able to manage as well. I had been devastated by the news but I wanted to hope. I laughed back. “Okay so maybe that was a bit much. You get it bartın escort though right? I am not gonna quit on you, not ever.” The conversation had moved back into a more positive place again and for a moment the gloom had lifted. Once again, I found it tough to let him go and end the call. We agreed to keep talking as much as possible before our contact was likely to be cut off for a while. Whatever we could do to build the ties, we should do as far as I was concerned. I tried to keep busy, tried to focus on writing projects that I had to do and photos I had to edit, but Hayden was never far from my mind. I was forcing myself to be hopeful. Again I considered a question that is likely forced on any relationship with a large age gap and that was the issue of why I was really with a teenage boy. As I had mentioned, what had started out as lust quickly transformed. Now, I felt we were at a turning point, as the depths of who Hayden was were being revealed. Obviously he was still growing and changing. While he was far from immature, he was still a teenager, but I could see the seeds of an impressive man growing there. There was a thoughtfulness and a depth to him when he was so inclined that drew me in along with a sense of compassion that was undeniable. I foresaw a bright future for Hayden and I so hoped that I’d get a chance to be part of it. There was a core to our relationship that was also growing. It was connected to our physical beings, but it went beyond our sexual compatibility. There was a sense of commitment that was being solidified between us. My fear was that it would be prevented from reaching its full potential before it really had a full opportunity to become whole. I still worried that I was stifling him by asking him to commit to me when he was still young and had so much living left to do, but he had reassured me time and again that he was willing to share my time and my life. It was heartening to know that a boy like him who could have basically anyone he wanted was still deciding that I was worth his time and effort. The strange turning point that tipped the balance in determining (at least for the moment) the trajectory of my relationship with Hayden came as I had been sitting after a quiet meal and contemplating the world and life at large. My phone rang and I picked it up. The display showed Jason’s number. I raised an eyebrow. After what had happened, even after the batıkent escort rift between Hayden and Jason had healed, I was rather shocked. “Hello? Jason? What’s up?” The young man sounded nervous and a little uncomfortable. “Uh…hi Matt…not much. Um this is gonna sound weird but…like…Emmy told me what was going on with Hayden and um…I talked to my parents and the counsellor.” There was a long pause and just as I was going to prompt him, Jason blurted out what he wanted to say. “They are gonna let Hayden stay with us, at my place. Everyone thinks its a way for me to, like, make amends for the shitty thing I did to him and you. It’s only for the summer…but even his dad seems ok with it. I just wanted to tell you.” Now it was my turn to sit in a rather stunned silence before I gathered my wits. “I…well, that’s so generous of you, Jason. That’s…amazing. Are you sure?” His voice was resolved now. “Totally. I was so far out of line with what happened. I see that now and I wanna try and fix it.” I inquired, “What about Hayden? What does he say?” Jason sighed. “He’s good with it. We are still working on building up our friendship, but the counsellor thinks we are on the right track, so she’s letting us try.” I noticed that my call waiting was on and it was Hayden. I quickly told Matt thank you again and that Hayden was on the line. A moment later I heard his ecstatic voice breaking through as I picked up the call. “Oh my god! So Jason called you right? Holy shit Matt! We get more time to see each other! Isn’t that fucking awesome?” I had to agree that it was indeed “fucking awesome” and I felt a warmth spread through me. “We get the next two months to at least have some time and it gives us a chance to plan! I can’t believe Jason did this, I can’t believe his parents and the counsellor allowed it! But it’s real!” There were tears that mingled happiness and relief that began to flood my eyes and I could hear from Hayden that eh was having the same reaction. Eventually he gained enough control to speak. “I know that we still have stuff to figure out, but still we get more time and that is so fucking cool!” He added wryly, “Plus we get to…ya know…play!” I chuckled. “Ooh yes! We sure do!” The rest of the conversation was delirious happiness mixed with extreme flirting, so I won’t go into the gloppy details here. We planned to see one another again and get the chance to have another night with each other, the whole night. I will save the details of that for my next instalment because it proved to be a fascinating study in sexual dynamics and it opened our eyes to another whole realm of possibility in that department. Stay tuned, readers! Stay tuned!

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